Synopsis "Black Sun, Curse of the Nebula"
Valeries' Search for Mother is shared with a generosity of spirit which evocatively tells of her deep heart longing to connect with the who and why of mother: the mother we have, the mother we long for, the mother we become, and the mother we long to be, and to unravel the divine orchestration of mother daughter relationship. From this longing, and through the opportunities she's had to share yoga birthing with women around the world, she began to write Search for Mother. Search for Mother is written in three trimesters, reflecting the growing foetus, the growing of a woman into mother, and the growing need for peaceful connection to mother. The writing took her to Portugal, the place of her maternal lineage - this story has become Trimester 1. And to America to study hypnotherapy and its significance in unraveling mother. Here she had the priveledge and blessing to meet with like minded practitioners. This sharing of knowledge became Trimester 2, a body of medical and yoga information honouring the emotional and spiritual journey into motherhood, with contributions from birth workers in America, India and Australia. Also here, seven women tell of their search for connection to mother. In Trimester 3, the body talks of its experience of mother searching through yoga, dreams, de ja vu, and past life meanderings. The search interweaves poetry, prose, storytelling, interview and yoga practice. Valerie discoveres that the love rejection, disconnection - connection duality toward mother, lives in the hearts of women everywhere, and more profoundly, that mother hearts keep loving whilst holding the aching yearning for connection, despite disconnection. Crucially, Search for Mother offers women ways to come to peace and acceptance toward their mother and toward becoming mother, while also offering birthing practitioners and health organizations ways to support and assist women in their emotional and spiritual metamorphis into mother. I offer you my Search for Mother, and truly hope it finds a place in yours, so you may find her, move closer to her and live peacefully with her during birthing and beyond
Valerie Albrecht
